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Assemblywoman Debra Mazzarelli's avatar

There is a longing I feel as I read your words, a yearning for a love lost, or grief from a tragedy I know nothing about. I sense sadness that I’ve felt myself…the overwhelming kind that just wells up inside and cannot escape. The grace of God, who I don’t even believe in anymore, fills my heart but it is not enough anymore. My life has been full and filled with wonderful people and memories. Yet, I don’t reminisce for fear of missing my life,my friends,my career and my purpose. So much is gone. So much is lost. I think you are more sad than fearful…but people care and respect you. Know you are worthy of happiness. I am spiritual, but not religious, and hope you feel love and happiness in the days ahead…

Dr Jesnil's avatar

Wow. I am moved by your words. Your intuition is correct. I have only spoke to a few people that were able to see it. And it’s been a long time since anyone noticed. Years. I’ll write more later. I’m a bit overwhelmed and need a few minutes to compose myself. Although I’d rather speak if your open to the idea. And Yes. So much is gone…